breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
............................................................................................................................................

Ending of a love story.

Everything has come to the end.
I don't know why I will make such a decision.


When i just change my relationship status to single in facebook,
some of them ask me why.

What should I say to them.
Some of them are his sisters.
I really felt so sorry to him but what can I do.

I knew that there wouldn't be any happy ending between us.
I wanted to hold on but I don't want to waste our time.
I don't want to make such cruel decision because I'm worried about him.
I can't bear hurting him when he's in such tough situation.

....working...

-to be continue-

5:11 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

- Look at here baby -

Baby,
as I told you few days or few months ago...
I will post everything I want for my birthday <3


You will have to get it for me ...

If not ...

I will punch you on your face HARD.

Hmmm... ...

Some I don't have the photo.
So I will just list it down here.

-Majolica Majorca Liquid Eyeliner - Price unknown
-Majolica Majorca Pore Cover - Price unknown
-Kate Makeup Base - Rm36
-Mirenji Kit Box - Rm79
-False Lashes ( Canmake or etc. ) - Rm22-Rm35 / box
-Red Earth Lip Gloss - Rm50++
-Sweet Looking High Heels - Rm50-Rm80
-Kinohimitsu Collagen Drinks - Rm79.80
-New Folders - Rm3-Rm4 / pc
-Canmake's Lip Concealer ( Light ) - Below Rm50, More than Rm45.

I will update the list if I found any other thing I like.

Let's take a look at them.



RM75.90 ( I guess ? )
Well actually I want Skin79 BB Cream, but this is ok too.



This is sleeping mask, extremely moisturizing.



Rm30 ( Promotion Price I guess ? )
Rm25 for that lip liner ?
I like nude color lipstick. :)



Rm28 ++ ( Promotion Price )
I need Mascara !



Rm21.51 ( Promotion Price )
Well I found this quite useful though.



Rm16.91
Majolica Majorca Lip Gloss, nude color too. xD



Rm18.81
I'm serious... I want this DESPERATELY !



Rm21.17
Biore sunblock, protect me against the cruel UVA / UVB and bla bla bla !



Rm24.21
Majolica Majorca Eye liner .... I WANT IT !
The 2nd one from the left ! White !

9:14 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

My college life



Finally the first semester meets the end.
I'm wondering what kind of life are we going to go through
in the 2nd semester ?

There are lots of question marks here inside my mind.

I was like: Huh? This is college life? Just that all ?

I don't find it as interesting as how I gone through my
6 years journey in secondary school.

Well, I guess maybe I never mess around with classmates.
This is not the kind of life I want.

I want to be a star !
I want to be glamorous !
I want to be active !
I want to be intelligent !

This is what I want ,
and one day I will make it true.


Lets look at my schedule for the first semester.

Monday
6:10 to 7:00 - Prepare myself to school ( Bath or breakfast time )
8:30 to 11:30 - ENG 101 (Basic Composition)

Thursday
6:10 to 7:00 - Prepare myself to school ( Bath or breakfast time )
8:30 to 11:30 - ENG 101 (Basic Composition)

Monday & Thursday
11:40 to 12:20 - Driving on high way
12:30 to 1.30 - Having our lunch
1:30 to 1:45 - Way back home
2:00 to 6:00 - Either sleep, online or do project work
6:20 to 7:00 - Bath or Facebook-ing
7:00 to 7:30 - Having dinner with family and roommates
7:30 to 8:00 - Chit chat with roommates / eat junk food
8:00 to 11:30 - Online and chit chat with mom and roommates / eat biscuits or snacks
11:30 to 1:00 - Online / chit chat / having snack food or supper / talking on phone with baby

Then .... Good Night and Sweet dreams <3

When my internet connection was canceled,
we almost go to Old Town everyday.
Even we got no classes for that day.
Most of the time is 1 p.m. to 5:45p.m.
Sometimes we stay there from 10 a.m. to 6 p.m.
I'm sick of it == !
Don't feel like going there anymore.

I just did my final exam today.
It's not too tough though and quite easy.
But 30 minutes after the exam starts ...
some little incidents happened.
Well only my roommates will know I guess.

Says bye to Ms. Parimala and ENG 101.

5:03 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

It's been a long time ...



















Well...
Finally we got a post here.
It might be pretty short.

I am having a ..... life.
What kind of life am I having now....
Hmmm... I guess it should be a complicated life.

Let's see....

It's stressful... mad... crazy... boring... and unhappy.

I always tell the others :


" You think you can or you think you can't,
you are right. "


It's because I believe that --- You are what you believe.


So I wanted to change my life,
by my hands and my thoughts and my everything.


Cheer for me.

I gonna start a new life !
I gonna be happy !
I gonna be stress-free !
I gonna be slim !
I gonna be clever !
I gonna improve !

2:52 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun